i have a job now where i sell things to people and i completely hate it. actually it would be good if more people wanted to buy the things that i sell but when people arent buying things i get to act busy and that translates to cleaning. so mostly i have a job cleaning more things than i sell. but they do pay me, so all is not lost. also i now have to get up at six am to work out which kinda blows but oh well right. i am still seeking other endeavors, tho. there is a new guy there, newer than me, who secures things er whatever he is basically a dork and he likes me too much for my liking. he wants to buy me lunch and touch me in bad places. also he is old enough to be my dad. well, if i had been born when he was in junior high anyway. wait, i probably was. that was dumb anyhow what i mean is he is old.er. and no matter how rude i am about that fact he does not take the hint and continues to portray himself in a child molesterly manner which is endearing in its own right im sure but will continue to prove fruitless nonetheless.
in other news i have not smoked pot at all in something like two months. surprisingly i dont really miss it all that much. not at all really. i dont even think about it and considering thats basically all i did for a good ten years it seems like its been a little too easy to give up. maybe its for good. who knows.
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I feel sorry for you. I spent 2.5 days as a telemarketer. It sucked, I hated myself and quit.
funny you should mention this. i wonder if the guy that i'm liking thinks i'm a child molester-er. lol. he's only 5 years younger but sometimes i think he MUST think i'm ancient. lol. and once i worked at KIRBY vacuum sales, i had to go to random peoples houses and set up the damn machine and then actually clean their carpets and then try to sell them a machine that cost more than their first born child. that lasted a whole 3 days too long. lol. i feel your pain.
you and pot broke up?!?! wow now you can think clearly and stop making bad chooses:P
carolyn- thanks for your sympathy :) ive been at it for two weeks now and still wondering why.. i just keep telling myself something better WILL come along and i can hold out til then.
anonymous- haha.. i dont think 5 years is much my ex was about 5 years older than me and i never gave it a second thot. but this guy is at least 10 years older than me. this makes a difference somehow :S perhaps if he was hot or smart or had some redeeming qualities ide look at it diff but so far as i can see hes just old and likes me. that dont make the cut. im now thanking god that i dont have to go to any of my customers houses. its bad enough when im on my own turf. i cant imagine trying to talk to them on theirs. eek.
damn jorell! you never talk to me at all anymore and then you chime in to say the WRONGEST things.. :p i almost miss you.
funny you should say that tho.. i think some of my bad choices are about to pay off in consequences. i just hope im the only one who has to suffer them. i might be in over my head all the sudden. dun DUN dun!!!!
banana shakes have been killing me tho!
if it isn't bothering you to quit then i'd say you're better off.
carrie that is awful advice coming from an unemployed stay at home mother.
anyway i havent crapped in a week.
Good to see Carrie has a job and her sick sense of humor still.
guess who.. or not. I'm starting a new blog! It's changed and I can't get it back to the way it used to be. Stop by sometime. Stories about the MIL and DIL. Eh... Where have you been on messenger? :((
That is a wicked turd picture.
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