Monday, July 10, 2006

pincushion

somebody asked me if I was on drugs today.
hehehh. is it that obvious?

when I was in highschool I dated this dude named ky (like kyle) whose dad passed him around to all his friends as a young boy and he was super fucked up and hated men and my parents kicked me out cos he would sneak up in my room at night. my dad told him "I don't want you sleeping with my daughter" and I was like omg.

my first night being "homeless" we stayed at some cab drivers apt who fell asleep in his room with the door open watching gay porn at high volume. I didn't sleep at all. the night after that we stayed at another middle aged gay mans apt who seemed less than thrilled to have me there.

the next day I took acid for the first time with a girl named noelle that I met at dennys and thats when I realized my boyfriend was gay. I have no idea why he was with me, but I'm positive he was fucking those dudes in exchange for a place to stay. noelle was way cooler than him anyway and I had never done drugs before so we took off all our clothes and ran down broadway at like 2p.

I saw a blind guy on the bus wearing glasses. maybe I'm just a dick, but I thought it seemed pretty redundant.

5 comments:

No BS said...

I love Zeppelin! With your boyfriend's past, it's no surprise he was gay! Ironic though... since he hated men. I feel bad for him, being abused and all...

Mark Base said...

You sound adorable.
My first trip was at 13 just before a Genesis concert in Montreal. Showing my age, I guess.

Anonymous said...

Not so much redundant as...ineffective?

Poor blind guy. :(

dan said...

Just goes to show Drugs are bad.

Mmmkay?

carrie said...

pshaw!! what're you talking about???? ..drugs totally saved the day!

go read that again